i have a lot to learn

...such as how to be nicer to people rather than being a straight up bitch and judging on first impressions. cause sometimes those first impressions are wrong and i later regret being so harsh.

and on another note as far as the R situation, its hard to tell whether or not he saw us at the bar the other weekend and avoided us or he just plain missed us. the thing is, and this is going to sound rediculously stuck up but its not meant in a stuck up way, but you really can't fucking miss us. i mean come on. so don't go around avoiding us just cause i wasn't on the same page. lynds didn't have anything to do with it so why isn't he talking to her? lame lame lame.

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