this is a round up, this is a low flying panic attack

where did january go?
pseudo-insomnia sucks.
i work way too much but i'm hoping to come out better for it.
winter is shit. its too cold to move.
i was so cold and tired and generally lazy like that i went to st. laz on friday night and didn't return until i had to work this morning. the original plan was to come back in town for derek's show saturday night but i just couldn't move. i need a vacation, and its only february.
i'm exhausted but its almost like i'm avoiding sleep. i'm puttering. i set up my coffemaker, if all goes well i'll wake up to the smell of fresh coffee at 6:15. if all does not go well, the thing might catch fire and i may never post again. we'll see what happens. there is a quirky little movie on tv called "Hank Willams First Nation" and i really wish i could concentrate on it cause i think it might be interesting/amusing.

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: watchin tv not really