my hands will shake

This week is finally coming to an end. This godforsaken sorry excuse for a week. If it weren't for the stellar people in my life I'd never have made it through. Thank god for Matty and his ability to put up with me cause he's the one who had to deal with me after the fact, every single day. Every single person that tried to help, amazing.

Once again I have to be in about 80 places at once on Saturday night and I just don't know what I'll actually be able to make it to. I hate letting people down, especially the people I haven't seen in foreva-eva.

I'm being a big jerk about what I want the future to hold. I'm grabbing at straws in effort to quiet the things going on in my mind and I'm probably looking for answers in the wrong place as I usually do.

Lynds is a doll, my donkey in vegas cause one day i followed him off the bus and a year later she's trying to pimp him up for me. to get my mind off him and onto him.

If only I had a little more time in my life for the things I never get to. I spend my time on the ones I love which is important to me I just wish there were a few more hours in the day. And I was profficient at fixing ovens. Then Christine would have her cookies and I'd feel better.

love love love.

Current Mood: whoa
Current Music: some emily, some amy, some hank